RE: Preparing to pick up the music again, a daunting prospect.
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Hello Jerry, I am happy to hear you have a gig, great money.
I’m sure you are well on your way with practicing and getting the kinks out, I know you enjoy entertaining, so throw caution to the wind and have a great show.
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Hi Robin, thanks for commenting, and thanks for the encouragement.
I just spent an hour online video with my VA Psychologist, HE is always trying to get me to see or act in a more positive way, but here's the thing.
It is nearly impossible for me to look at things in a positive way, when I am in pain, when I am alone, when I have no friends who want to spend time with me (unless I pay them)
I walk around my place thinking; "Oh man! I need to get this garage fixed so I have a place to work" then I turn around and see the garden that isn't getting planted and think "Damnit, those plants I bought are gonna die if I don't get them in the ground" then I see the potted plants from last year, the ones I can't pick up any longer, and think "Oh MAN! Those things are burning up in the sun, I need to get them moved back to the front"... in short, nothing gets done and I stay depressed.
I am HOPING, no I am Counting on this gig, good or bad to break me out of this cycle. The extra income would mean I could afford to pay people to come and help me do stuff
Love to you and @thebigsweed @farm-mom
One foot in front of the other my friend, start each day as if its your last and find the beauty in just being alive.
Push yourself to do just one simple thing, enjoy your morning coffee and make a list of things to do then cross each off the list, it can be motivating.
I truly wish you a blessed day .