The Merging Of Careers

It's been a long while since I did this. I have been so swamped up with my Nursing program since last year. It is surprising how time has flown so fast. Just like yesterday I started this program and I'm already gone in my second year.
During this period a lot of events have happened, a lot of rehearsals had taken place but I missed them all. I got a new Job at a studio to be a background vocalist and the manager offered to train me musically but it's been months since I branched the studio.

A lot of people will think I have given up on music by choosing a career path in nursing, but the thing is that, most things can't just disappear like that, especially if it is a gift. I believe it is a gift which will impact the world one there and just in no time, I'll get to work. I am currently undergoing a Nursing science Program which will take about 4 years and 6 months to complete it. This program has been so demanding. It has been time demanding, financially, emotionally, mentally, and physically demanding. I have put a temporary hold to every other thing I have always been doing just to dedicate good time to this program. I have been very dedicated and Meticulous with my studies these days because should anything go wrong, I'm screwed. I wish to Ace my stay here and even when I fall, I have to rise up.

What do you want? 'Cause you've been keeping me awake
Are you here to distract me so I make a big mistake?
Or are you someone out there who's a little bit like me?
Who knows deep down I'm not where I'm meant to be?
Every day's a little harder, as I feel my power grow
Don't you know there's part of me that longs to go.

This sound Into the unknown by Aurora in Frozen 2 would tell my Mood for some days now. Everyday of my Life, I feel my musical self knocking the door of my heart. Even strangers give compliments about my musical life, but I'm not really good at multitasking and I feel giving it a chance might clash and make a wreck to my Nursing program.
Yes I'm that woman that wants t be everythkng and creating Impact with my voice is my dream. Imagine a scenario where I create some Musical healing with my voice to my Patient In the Ward. Oh it Just came!!! Musical Therapy ☺️☺️☺️……. Won't be that bad tho.
Yes I could also heal my patients in future with y voice, a lot needs to be done with this voice but just before then, I can't just wake up and start doing them immediately. I need to get to a lot of work, trainings, vocal repairs and some beautiful touches to it.

It's been almost a year I stood in front of a large crowd of people to sing, but last Sunday I happened to sing in a worship Service in my Church. Well I still understand what happened those few minutes but then it was such an epic moment. I get frightened when I climb up a big stage. My Lips and voice start trembling, giving my sound a very crackly sound. Well about this day, there was so much energy. Watching the recap, it looked so easy and smooth. I was able to start swiftly with so much energy and the energy stayed till the end.
I was able to connect with the worshippers, the instrumentalists, myself. There was indeed an atmosphere and I can't forget it so soon.

Well, I couldn't think of any other thing than The Merging of Career (Music and Nursing) for my title. Doesn't it sound Sweet☺️☺️☺️🤗.