How I feel at the Moment

Recently, a lot of people have been complaining about the hardship of the economy since when we voted for our last president, nobody expected little things and everything to turn into high inflation like this with poor low payment of salaries.

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Most times when I go to work or go to exercise I see people complain about the hardship of the economy but no one can do anything. I remember when people came out to protest and there was a massacre of a lot of people, the governments refused to be involved. Recently also people came out to complain about the hardship going on and they got arrested for no reason, even on social media we all get scared to post videos or anything about the protest. Everyone holding their pains inside and not sharing with anyone, to avoid being detained by the government for no reason. Although we still have some other courageous ones that make sure they post anything they see some escape some don’t.

One of my greatest dreams in life is to help as many people as I can to help develop and grow. I have always been imagining myself being a philanthropist even though it might not seem as easy as it looks. My dad is a good example of this act, maybe that's why I wish to be like him, he has helped and sponsored a lot of children to school and I have seen a lot of family appreciation and efforts.

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Presently the economy keeps on getting worse day by day, everyone is presently trying to save as much as they can safe before the crisis begins, situations like this is where the rich is meant to helpful to the needy but they just keep on closing their gate against people. Looking at everything going on around I was sad, and most times music is my soul lifting solution, helps to uplift my spirit from sad expressions. I tried looking for a perfect song that might match my mood, they I remember burn boy, a good singer that often talks about the people like legendary fela, but can never be as confident as fela, because fela was a legend that confronted all the presidents then and bad governments.

Listing to this two songs helped me realize a lot of things through reflecting on a lot of things and expresses my mood.

One thing that made me feel deep of this country is how a lot of friends I take as mentors keep on calling me and asking for financial help, people I look up to when I am in need and now they need my help, I just try to be a positive assistance as much as I can afford but it really makes me feel bad, some even complain about landlords problems of house increment and a lot of things. I try to give in and out my best but who am I, I only have two hand and not four hands I can do more than my capacity or I can afford, but I do my best to make everything smooth