Beyond The Looking Glass - Words of the Unseen - Chapter 58
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Beyond The Looking Glass is the second book in the Unseen series, a story that came to me from the other side. A story where I thought I was just the narrator until I heard the Words of the Unseen.
This second story goes beyond time and place and mixes the long ago with the here and now. Because history keeps repeating, until we learn and do something about it.
Beyond The Looking Glass - Words of the Unseen - Chapter 58
A few days later
Two deep dark eyes aimed at me with a burning stare, "I hate you. Because of you we are no longer with him. I don't love you at all like the rest, ugh bah. I love Bas." Her eyes stop burning for a second and shine as she speaks his name.
What the fuck, maybe it's because I have not been surprised too often in this lifetime, but right now it is too much in too little time. What, well who is this?
I was cuddling with the little one, like a daddy with his daughter. Out of nowhere, she pushes me away, and now this?
"Who the fuck are you again?"
I am so done with this that it is out before I know it.
"Oh fuck off man," is what I get back.
"I'm not going anywhere, and you are going to explain some things to me because I don't like this at all."
I don't know this side of myself, but it is as if something in me knows how to deal with her. That one look in those fiery eyes has told me a lot, or I made it all up.
"Sit down, what is your name?"
She refuses to sit down, she looks at me angrily. "I don't have a name, hahaha."
"Then you deserve a name," I retort. I think for a few seconds... "Cabilah," I say.
I see her eyes soften a little, she tastes her name on her lips. "Whatever you want."
"Cabilah, so. And you're the one who comes when it all becomes too much?"
"Yes of course, did you think Claudia could do that herself? Did you think she wanted to be beaten in that dark room?"
I see fire return in those black eyes, "and you still love Bas?"
"Duhh, and it's your fault that we're not there anymore. I hate you." I see her shoulders shake for a moment.
"Give me that joint," she says, pointing to the half-smoked fun cigarette I still have between my fingers. I light it and hand it over, since a little fun, peace, and quiet can't hurt.
After a few puffs, she decides to sit next to me on the bed. "Just because I'm sitting down doesn't mean I don't hate you anymore." Then she continues smoking, then puts her hand on my cock and kisses me.
She kisses, she blows, she prepares me.
She constantly tries to keep control over me during the most intimate moments and I let her do it. After all, she is also my wife, even though she hates me.
Hate and love are two paths that lay very close together and Cabilah is the heavily breathing proof of that when she rests in my arms half an hour later.
Naughty eyes look at me, an almost evil smile, sardonic maybe, "Don't think I don't hate you anymore."
Slowly the puzzle pieces start to fall into place I realize when I lie alone in our bed. Cabilah has left me for Bas and I have no idea when Claudia will come home.
Cabilah is the protector, The Little One (de Voetjes) is the carefree child, does that make Claudia the core personality?
And what about She, is he a kind of mother superior?
How do I explain this to someone who doesn't know her?
How do I explain it to myself?
What is happening and what am I supposed to do with this?
A personality who loves someone else, a personality who wants me to be her daddy, while I have sex with the body she lives in, and I now know that De Voetjes are all too aware of that.
"What a ShitShow," I say out loud to myself and then go into a fit. I have no clue what to do, who to tell, and above all why this is all happening when I finally have the girl I desired for a lifetime.
A week later or something
"Daddy Tijnie, you really can't talk about this. Men in white jackets will want to get Claudia. We really have to," she puts her finger to her lips and blows way too hard "Sshht."
I wonder if she means Claudia and her personalities or does she mean to hush about what just happened, my first close encounter with America.
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