Beyond The Looking Glass - Words of the Unseen - Chapter 138
𝓦𝓸𝓻𝓭 𝓫𝔂 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓪𝓾𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓻
Beyond The Looking Glass is the second book in the Unseen series, a story that came to me from the other side. A story where I thought I was just the narrator until I heard the Words of the Unseen.
This second story goes beyond time and place and mixes the long ago with the here and now. Because history keeps repeating, until we learn and do something about it.
Beyond The Looking Glass - Words of the Unseen - Chapter 138
I have been slowly moving from a mindset of just getting by to truly believing in abundance. Though it seems I did some serious rewiring already, I am starting to see how far off I was.
Since thirteen, my brain wired itself to focus on risks, lack, and what might go wrong. While part of me knew there would always be just enough to survive, I constantly reminded myself about the scarcity.
Of course, it took a crisis to let go of my past, to start to understand that my past is not who I am, it's not my permanent state.
Small goals became bigger, from erasing debt to getting my own place, all boxes checked, next stop: buy my future.
I have seen it happen, and still, I have not been fully rewired into understanding.
Taking control was a flip I switched, abundance is not. Understanding abundance is a journey, and it is a long road when you start from scarcity, especially when old fears or doubts arise.
The good thing, I am finally going down this road mindfully.
But how can I convince myself that life is not all about survival?
How will I connect myself to the source of limitless possibilities?
I am so not there yet.
To reach the Refugio, I need to keep working.
Not just my day job, but working with the raw material that is me, my understanding of gratitude, and how it feeds abundance.
Abundance is about not thinking in scarcity, not about having it all.
It means appreciating what I do have.
As I have found so many times, you get what you give.
It´s all about energy, energy attracts similar energy, may it be positive, negative, or abundance.
As long as my mindset clings to limitations, so will the energy I radiate and attract.
In human wealth, nothing might change, but if my perception of my wealth changes, everything changes.
Altering the energy I emit will alter the energy I attract.
Wonderful, it´s like back in the days when they told me to listen and I did not hear a thing for years.
Now that I hear, no surprise, the lessons keep coming.
No clue how far I have gotten, but clearly not far enough, as I am still setting human goals, based on availability and scarcity.
Because that worst-case 300K scenario just does not match the images. Glimpses, always just outside of my grasp.
I can not hold on to them, a split second, I see land, trees, shadows, outlines, all single moments, but they look nothing like 300 K.
Now, as these images have no timestamps, they might be the evolution of whatever started out smaller.
But after being closed off by scarcity for decades, I will not take the risk that I let my narrow-mindedness mess it up for me.
I will actively rewire myself...I have to.
This is what I want.
It does not matter if it is because of having a purpose or going through a midlife crisis; it´s not a whim nor a fantasy.
It´s my mission, handed to me by me. And in all honesty, I could not imagine a better next chapter than to go ahead and make it happen.
That means play the alchemist, and twist the raw material into something that will attract abundance.
To undo myself of one behavior, I will try consistently to catch my brain in survival mode, and make it look beyond, to see the possibilities and not the limitations.
A daily post, to be mindful of my thoughts, my perceptions.
To push myself to show gratitude, to see beyond the skeptical realism I have been holding onto like a cheapskate.
I know the hypetrain has already moved on, but I will focus on seeing what I will create before creating it. Manifesting is not really my word.
Visualizing what is planned, without allowing my human brain to limit the vision. Embrace the opportunities and do not dismiss them with scarcity excuses.
Open myself up, leave my comfort zone a bit more, allow breaths of fresh air into my dusty mind, and keep asking the questions.
Reflect on where I am, and how I am still sabotaging myself, or how my awareness has shown me abundance.
I am not sure if I ever wanted, really wanted something in life.
But even without truly wanting it, most dreams already came true.
If that is possible, what is possible if I truly want something?
If I open myself up to all possibilities, and draw my future without limitations.
I will see the power of consciously wanting something, visualizing it, and turn that vision into something tangible...that is magic beyond the ability of the sorcerer´s apprenticeship.
Next Chapter Coming in Two Days
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