To bloom
For a long time now, my mother has not watered her plants or cut the weeds, yet many of them continue to bloom.

Today I went with my sister and brother to visit my mother.
My sister is sweet and patient, my brother is strong. And I am perhaps, sometimes, a little bit of what I mentioned about each of them, although lately what I do most is observe.

I have plenty of reasons to be in a contemplative state right now. My head hurts when the rest of my body moves, and that doesn't feel good at all... Although, to be honest, I'm not too worried about losing my mind at some point. What hurts the most is the pain, literally.
As for visiting my mother, everything went very well. I spent time with her and some of my siblings, we talked, we sunbathed, we ate, and we laughed a lot too... It was a good day after all.
I came home feeling a little sad. I wish I could do more for my mother, who is in a wheelchair, but not in the sense of assisting her with everything. Rather, I would like to help her feel a little more independent from others in her daily life, see her blossom. However, I suppose it's not up to me, although I can certainly help her, I think, as long as she really wants it, I think.
I arrived a little tired, as I had to cross the streets of Caracas, partly on foot, partly by bus, and partly in my brother-in-law's car. My mother lives a little far away.
I'll listen to some soft music to relax and get a good night's sleep. Tomorrow I have to get up early to work at the bakery. On Sundays, they sell a lot of bread in the morning... So I need to recharge my batteries.
I enjoy the way you share little snippets of your life and how you feel; it's refreshing to see someone sharing and posting the realities of life.
Becca 🌷
Thank you very much. Ups and downs are part of life, and I think it's good to let off some steam.
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You know? That song comes up as suggested, that same video because I listen to related music.
It's worrying what's happening to you, you can't move your body without getting a headache... I think it means... what I do or what I have to do generates pressure. See if it can be.
It's beautiful to see what you've nurtured blossom even when you're not taking care of it. Hugs!
This is the first time I've heard this music. YouTube suggested it to me, and it was in tune with how I was feeling and what I needed. I really liked it.
Thank you for your interpretation of the discomfort I'm experiencing. It may be a bit of that. I'm going to be more attentive to see if I can figure out the source and thus find a solution. I've been to a few doctors and tried different therapies, but I haven't felt any improvement. Many don't even seem to understand when I explain the symptoms.
You are so cute! Thank you very much 🤗🤗
For many years I have relied more on healing from another point of view than traditional medicine, illnesses are emotional, and it is important to heal the emotions. Thanks to you!
I have tried traditional medicine, alternative medicine, self-healing, and I am still trying... Thank you for taking the time to give me your valuable point of view, I appreciate it 🤗
Research on the internet what is biodescodification, or bio-neuroemotion, or also called biodesprogramming. Hugs!
Beautiful post, sister. Quality time with our mother, and I understand exactly how you feel. I think we should all continue to give what we can. You've given so much, and you need to take care of yourself.
Hugs, sister. I love you very much 🤗❤️🌹