The chaos of why

Ever get the feeling, there is something that needs to be said, but you don't know who to tell, and what to say when you find them?
A sort of desperation builds.
You might end up blurting out the wrong thing.
Who knows what.
To someone who doesn't care.
It falls on deaf ears.
Or, perhaps goes into their subconscious awareness to cause some un realised conflict.
But you know that what is on the tip if your tongue has the potential to equip the right person with some meaning.
Like pulling on a rope, that is ascending into chaos.
Whatever is at the other end has some meaning and energy.
Ever feel like that?
Maybe not.

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