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It's with utmost pleasure that i welcome you to the Hive Open Mic Week #207

Hi beautiful lovers of music🎵❤🎧
It's your girl @sessy, and I'm extremely delighted to be here once again as always.

Our theme for this week is WHO IS MISSED, and because I miss my dad so much, i decided to perform a song by Whitney Houston titled:

I Look To You.

This is a song that usually brings tears to my eyes whenever I listen to it when my dad had just passed away.

I lost my dad in 2015, and it was the beginning of suffering for me, i mean it, yes! His death was my ticket to premium suffering and I'll tell you why.

My dad never allowed us (his children) work when he was alive, be it to work and earn money or learn a handiwork or trade. He was so against it, and his reason was that he's capable of providing for his family, so we don't have to work. Just go to school and get a job in your line of profession when you get married, and that's if your husband allows it but if he doesn't, stay home and enjoy his money, anything asides that was a No for my dad. He wanted a soft and easy life for his children.

So i was used to depending on him for everything i needed, absolutely everything. I had no savings whatsoever, and i was still in school when he died.

Before his demise, he was really sick that he was fled out of Nigeria to China, then India, i really can't remember which came first, but the point is that, i couldn't reach him, my step mothers were the ones in charge, and all they'd say was "he's getting better"

I wasn't allowed to talk to him, and you know my mum is late, she died in 2013, so i meant absolutely nothing to my step mums, even though they weren't in unity as well.

I needed to go back to Ghana (school), but none of them was willing to foot the bills, they even stopped my dad's manager from bringing money, i decided to wait upon dad's return, but while at it, i went out in search of a job, and luckily for me, i got one after so many attempts.

I was earning so little but was able to cover feeding and getting few things i needed as a lady. Along the line, i got robbed at my place of work, my phones and boss's money were stolen. It was a small boutique, and i was the only sales representative there. My boss threatened to get her money back from my salary, which meant, i would work but not get paid for a couple of months.

I was back to square one, life became so unbearable, i kept praying for my dad's quick recovery so that he'd come back home fast.

Long story short, i got the news of his death, but i didn't believe it, until his corpse was brought back home after a couple of weeks.

That was when i knew i had lost everything, who do i turn to? Who do i seek for help? I'd look up into the sky and question God sometimes, i was broken, shattered, lost, i became an empty shell, and the premium suffering started afresh in a grand way, because there was no hope any longer.

So this song, was what I'd listen to and cry, it gave me the closure i needed.

I hope you listen to it and enjoy

SONG LYRICS

As I lay me down
Heaven hear me now
I'm lost without a cause
After giving it my all
Winter storms have come
And darkened my sun
After all that I've been through
Who on earth can I turn to?

I look to you
I look to you
After all my strength is gone
In you, I can be strong
I look to you
I look to you
And when melodies are gone
In you, I hear a song
I look to you

About to lose my breath
There's no more fighting left
Sinking to rise no more
Searching for that open door
And every road that I've taken, mmm
Led to my regret
And I don't know if I'm gon' make it
Nothing to do but lift my head

I look to you
I look to you, yeah
And when all my strength is gone
In you, I can be strong
I look to you
I look to you, oh yeah
And when melodies are gone
In you, I hear a song
I look to you

My levees are broken (Oh Lord)
My walls are coming down on me (Coming down on me)
All the rain is falling (My rain is falling)
Defeat is calling (Set me free)
I need you to set me free
Take me far away from the battle
I need you
Shine on me

I look to you
I look to you
After all my strength is gone
In you, I can be strong
I look to you
I look to you
And when melodies are gone
In you, I hear a song
I look to you

I look to you
Ooh
I look to you.

Thanks for watching and reading through😍😍
Stay blessed and keep being awesome 👍😎

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