RE: I am just a channel for ideas

I could have gone more into the story of the song but that wasn’t what wanted to come through me at the moment. There is an album called “Karuki Zaaman Kuri no hana” or “Kalk Semen Chesnut flower” by Shiina Ringo. It’s a very experimental pop album and the first I got into Japan. It’s actually what got me interested in Japan and convinced me that I needed to make music but something about listening to it felt very difficult to me. I felt a lot of pain when listening. When I realized the emotions was jealousy, a year or two later I wrote that song to try and release the jealous so I wouldn’t become like the monk.