BULLETPROOF

Love is such a beautiful thing something to hold up to, something to cherish a desire for everyone of course I should put it's something worth dying for right.... But then when it comes in a wrong way from the right person or perhaps the wrong person it becomes a despise to even the thinnest little object that beholds it It makes the throat so dry that even the highest fountain of water can't quench it It scatters the mind leaves your heart with this hate makes you a walking shell never desiring to love again but then again like a thief it comes back knocking at the door of your heart surely the key to that heart have been thrown into the deepest part of the sea never to be retrieved again you've bulletproofed your heart from all attacks of a future Love knock yet here it is again looking for the slightest little opening to come back to it's long lost home but now with a different person that leaves you confused on whether to go find your lost keys or not You keep asking yourself is this person worth the sacrifice should I give it another chance your heart is so weak to take any decisions now but then love doesn't give up it's still right there knocking and waiting after all the key is not far fetched it's been in your head all this while

Listening to this song BULLETPROOF by LA ROUX made me remembered how I promised myself never to love again after my last heartbreak well I wouldn't say it's my first or second but then this last knocked the living person out of me I was gonna burn bridges shore to shore and I wasn't gonna turn on love until it was cheap....

My time of love was the best beautiful moment of my time a love from my very right person that decided to hit in a very wrong way Everything was just perfect we've been together for 3 years shared each other's dreams already had plans of our future home how many children to bring in to this beautiful world the kind of job to do as married couples he has already proposed and I said YES that was the sweetest night of my life I guess I slept all through with my left hands right close to my heart I don't want to wake up and not find my ring hahaha guys I flaunted the ring to make sure everyone sees it I had it all displayed most times I intentionally greets my friends with a hand shake and covers their hands with my left hand ohhh I guess you understand the message I was trying to pass who would want to wave with their right hand when the left hand had the most treasured thing on earth well people might but that's not me We've already met both parents already having plans for our wedding we've gone for cake tasting food tasting gown testing you know all those fun activities before the actual wedding oh yeah my best friend had already booked a slot for the chief bridesmaid My joy knew no bounds I became the happiest person on earth until I got the most shocking heartbreaking news of my life.....

image source Ohh far from what you're thinking He didn't cheat neither did he die off course not he didn't ditch me either but then the hospital technology decided to put a little sand to our sugar we went to the hospital for a checkup you know all those marriage rites where you have to check for a lot of things including genotype and that was what busted our bubbles we both had an " A'S genotype" making us unfit for marriage guyss that was the worst moment of my life yes yes isn't that the first question we were supposed to ask each other even before considering a relationship well love most times doesn't allow you make use of your head until it's almost too late or not even late already just looking at the doctor sitting right in front of me telling me this made me want to strangle on technology because back then in our fore fathers days when there was no hospital or technology people marry who the choose to without the fear of AS this and AS that well I wouldn't denial the fact that that was what killed three of my grandma's children who turned out to be SS leaving her with an AS daughter that got fortunate enough to marry an AA husband at the same time I'm was grateful to technology because who knows if I would have been an SS if she had made the mistake of getting married to an AS like her you know that would have been the worst

But then if we decide to get married against the doctors advice we aren't gonna make a happy home as we thought we didn't have any plans of bringing children into this world then watch them suffer and finally dies all because we thought LOVE CAN CONQUERS EVERYTHING At this point we choose to make the right decision for both ourselves and our future kids it was really a trying time for us and a very hard decision to take but we have too Well that taught me a whole lot of lesson to love not just with my heart but also with my Head and in all LOVE STILL REMAINS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING ON EARTH NO BULLETPROOF CAN STOP THAT All you have to do is just pray love comes to you from the right person in the right way and at the right time

I'm happy to be back again To ride again and also love again No bad energy this year