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Brave Aviator
your wings are strong
your wings are efficient
finely-built and enduring
but the universe is vast
and you are minute
with exploration beyond migration
will you prove yourself grand
my brave aviator
flowers are earth-bound
fragrant and plentiful
nectar is sweet
petals are always inviting
dew is cleansing
but seasons are short
soon blooms wither
leave you alone and aloof
boredom and decay
there must be more
to having wings
than minding a nest
orbs hang in the cosmos
beckoning aurae
gravitational fascination
you want to see them close
see pinhole lights expand
pulsate and explode
icy prismatic jewels
immense chromatic ores
molten gaseous marbles
such beauty, no warmth
or too much, but always
so far away
the cat’s eye glows in the night
so alluring and tempting to touch
an inflamed hiss forbids intimacy
in your star-gazing
your atmospheric sailing
remember
stellar lighthouses …
no matter how remote
no matter how radiant
strobe an invite and a warning
to admire, but only at a distance
don't fly too high
don't fly too far
brave aviator
soar near
remain
aloft
with
me
All this talk of flying, I got involved in a Twitter feed where it was suggested that penicillin mold in cheeses like Stilton or Danish Blue might lead to more vivid and surreal dreams. A high of sorts. This lead me to refrain sweet dreams are made of cheese.
Of course I had to try it out. I am not one for any substances beyond my morning coffee and the odd cocktail/glass of wine, but as it turns out I am rather hardcore when it comes to my cheese consumption. I was fresh out of Stilton (get it fresh out) and without any Danish Blue, but I did have some hard gorgonzola on hand. I cut myself off a cube just before turning in, with an intent to pay close attention to any sleepy portents.
The problem is that I am already a very vivid, narrative type dreamer, but I did feel as though I had dreamt longer and, wouldn't you know it, of flying. Not one of those super cool ones where you forgot you could fly and then remembered again. Leaps become glides. No, I managed to escape from a totalitarian state where very few realized it was a totalitarian state, but you weren't allowed to escape all the same. To truly gain our freedom, it required getting an old rusty plane back in the air.
I don't know. Is there something to taking a hit of cheesy mold before bed? Perhaps, I will give it one more try.
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The maze was a lot darker than the clearing. Her eyes adjusted slowly, but soon she could see to go forward. Which way? Details from her dream returned. She could almost see the little girl in her red pea coat leading the way. Turn left, then right and then right again … just keep going.
She made one last turn and there it was, just as it had been in her dream—the cottage. Above a bell barely seen in the night hung motionless. The steeple cast a long shadow over the hedges. Thick ivy lit burgundy by the autumn moon covered most of the stonework and the windows. Oh! The door was bare. Someone had been inside and recently. But Bara wouldn’t bother with the door. She ignored the windows. As she had in her dream, she went around back, heading for what had been her goal all along, and there they were—three crosses, two wooden and one iron.
In her dream, she’d wanted to dig up the middle grave. Now the same yearning. The wind was in agreement. Dig, it whispered. A large rhododendron bush sat to the left of the cottage. Her eyes focused on something stashed between the house and the bush. It was an ancient wheel barrel. A collection of wooden handles emerged from the body of the barrel, a rusty pair of pruning shears and—score—a small rusty spade. She claimed its handle and went to the center grave.
Loose dirt gave way with ease. The soil should have been solid, hardened by time and the cold night, but it was no firmer than sawdust. Natural earth was never so porous. She’d been to cemeteries before. Untended graves were always covered with growth. From death comes life, her mother had said.
All around the cottage were signs of life. The grounds could have used a gardener to cut back the greenery. The maze hedges grew as tall as trees, but on the three grave mounds, it was different. Something had reacted with the soil and eaten away its substance. Nothing grew. Most unnatural.
Nothing is natural about any of this, Bara reminded herself. Then she quieted her thoughts and returned to digging.
The spade hit something hard and its head came off. Fortunately, the job was near done. She smoothed away the last of the dirt to reveal an iron container. The size of a shoe box, a raised cross spanned its length and width. She traced her finger over the cold metal, gripped the sides, and pulled. The lid gave way and landed with a soft plop in the earth.
There wasn’t much light, only that of a waning moon, but it was enough—the box held a dagger about the length of her forearm. The handle was the same iron as the box and covered in etched glyphs. She had no idea their meaning. The blade was made of some odd metal. It was green, not the green of rusty copper, but a metallic green that glinted in the moonlight.
The atmosphere of the night grew suddenly heavy. The blood rushed from her head and into her limbs. Someone’s watching. She came to her feet and grasped the dagger in both hands. Movement through the cottage window stole her glance. The window! How could I have been so stupid? Her dream memory had been incomplete. She’d remembered her way through the maze. She’d remembered the desire to dig up the grave, but she hadn’t remembered the window.
A pale face formed out of the darkness. Not possible! It wasn’t her stepmother who stared back. It was the dark-haired boy. Had she been pulled from reality into dreams?
There was the sound of rushing feet. Colin and Amy came around the cottage. Colin was at her side. He hugged her. Bara pulled away and pointed at the cottage.
“In there!” They looked but there was nothing to see. “The dark…” Bara trailed off when she looked at Colin and rephrased. “The Wisp was there just a second ago. I swear.”
“We believe you,” Amy returned. “But we need to get out of here, out of the forest.”
Colin took her arm and noticed the dagger.
“Where did you get that?”
He quickly lost interest in his own question. A powerful howl tore through the nighttime forest. The Wolf was near.
“Forget it!” Colin said. “Tell me later.”
They ran around to the front of the cottage and headed for the hedges. Bara stopped.
“Wait! I don’t know if I remember the way.”
Colin propelled her forward.
“It’s okay. We made a trail.”
Colin and Amy had broken off branches as they’d made their way through the maze, clearing them away each time they’d had to backtrack. It worked wonderfully and would do so in reverse. A trail of debris led them out in only moments.
“Now what?”
Amy pointed to where her pink scarf hung off a branch at the entrance to the forest. “There it is. Let’s go!”
With the help of a phone compass, they traveled the path they’d beaten to get to the maze. Eventually, they found a familiar trail. They were back in the real-world forest of Windfall. With dawn not far off, they tumbled onto the grounds of St. Cat.
Cheese is high in tryptophan, the chemical that puts us all to sleep after eating turkey. Being a dairy product, it would also seem to be closely related to the famous glass of warm milk before sleep. Perhaps cheese helps us enter deeper and/or remain longer in REM sleep. My wife and I knoshed on a supermarket cheese tray (Swiss, Cheddar, Pepperjack, and whatever the orange and white one is) last Sunday night, and I don't recall dreaming that night at all. Maybe I'll grab some Stilton and try again. Happy dreams!
Yes ... dairy aids in sleep, but it is the mold that is meant to a mild psychedelic. Try and let me know.
Except give it a while if here in Michigan as we have a deadly listeria outbreak in deli cheese at the moment lol.
https://www.cnn.com/2022/11/10/health/listeria-outbreak-prevention-wellness/index.html
Oh no ...