It doesn't matter.

"And suddenly,life wasn't about living. It was about surviving"

It's been two days now. Two days and I've been sleeping like they inscribed it at my back or something. Got back from school yesterday and I didn't know when or how I fell asleep, only to wake up around 3AM in the morning. I'm not complaining though, I'm just tired. I don't know what time it is where you're at but it's around 3AM here so Good morning to you.

At this point,I doubt it's only physical exhaustion that's getting the best of me. I think it's a mix of mental drain also. The mini personal streak I promised myself to keep on here has been broken and although I do feel bad for my inconsistency and low competence, I do not regret falling asleep. It's like a battle field here, waking up around 6AM everyday to get ready for school and you can only pray and hope you don't lose yourself throughout the day. Again,I'm not complaining. I'm just tired.

It was threetunestuesday on the other music community yesterday and I had songs in my head I wanted to write about but I slept off before I got the chance. Music is good right? But have you gotten to a point where listening to music gets annoying? Especially on your airpods! That's where I'm at right now. Around yesterday,I can't really remember the time but I was on my airpods listening to something of a sort,a song. It was enjoyable at first but at one point,I took them airpods out of my ears and kept them violently back inside their case.You should've really seen the suddenness of how I got those airpods out of my ears yesterday. Thinking of it now, I'm confused why I reacted that way.

It's dark here. I have only the light from the moon shinning through my window as I'm typing. It's also peaceful and calming and if not for the fact I want to pee at the moment,it would've been a serene moment.



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I can relate to that music part. Even though I love and enjoy music a lot, there are times I feel not in the mood and everything becomes boring and unentertaining to me. I guess it's physical exhaustion that causes that.
It's not easy being a student and waking up every morning at 6 am. I wish you the best and hope you keep getting days where you feel active more.
#dreemerforlife

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It's not easy being a student but I really want to be careful with the way I rant. I'm not complaining, I've decided to stop complaining. I should be grateful to be amongst the privileged to be furthering my education in a university. Not many people have that privilege and the least I can do is to suck it up and just move forward. It's hard,really really hard being here but idk

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Sometimes tiredness from School can be something else after the stress that might be involved
#dreemerforlife#

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Sometimes you'd (I'd) be wishing to just die instead,lol
Thanks for commenting,I really appreciate 🫶

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It might really be overwhelming but the wish 😴😴
Welcome 🤗

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The title got me!!

Life is actually about the survival of the fittest, I thought that life was living, going to school, getting good grades, and working in a company. Whatever they painted it wasn't like how they say but skruuuu life goes on right?

That's a wake-up call!
Mental stress is much more draining than physical stress because it turns on the cortisol in your brain that signals your body to be in a state of hibernation.

The idea is too not stay too down for long but always fight to get back on track! Life must definitely happen and unfortunately time waits for no one at all.

#dreemerforlife

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Mental stress is much more draining than physical stress because it turns on the cortisol in your brain that signals your body to be in a state of hibernation.

This sounds so smart! I also get weird things happening around me. Like I'll Nik my finger and won't know how it happened or I'd feel a sharp pain on my skin and won't see anything causing it. Are these symptoms from my brain telling me to take a break for awhile? Cause I can't explain them

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