My Thoughtful Moment Today

While I was trying to watch my best show today, my thoughts were distracted then I started smiling at my television, with several illusions on her. My thoughts were looking like reality at that moment.

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I find it hard to express myself because I am always shy to do so. But what else can I say, feelings are stronger. Together our feelings stand strong.
Although I don’t understand French I don’t understand what he is saying in the song The Song Harmony just suits my present mood. I replayed this song for 3 hours, which opened my thoughts to reflect on so many realities and ask myself several reasons.

What inspired me to listen to this Song first day was My Distance Girlfriend, I was reflecting on how much time we have spent together, and I was angry at the world for making us apart with distance, i wish to the stars she was near me. Some of my friends to whom I explain and express myself advise me on marriage, but I don’t believe in marriage before two can live together forever, it's a matter of decision.

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While listening to this song, My thoughts were scattered on my reality. I said to myself “Is this how you want to continue living”, Is there not more to life than all this? Is this what it takes to be a man or is this world cursed, everyone smiling in pain, people living the lives they don’t want to, I have friends who are forced into illegal acts because of the struggles, what else can I say when I don't have an opportunity for the men their families. Nobody wishes to be evil or act badly, some don't have choices, they just have to make their own decisions most especially for their families.

This Song's harmony pierced not just my heart but also my thoughts, I do not know if am doing the right or wrong thing, but to me, Nothing I give to this world comes back to be, everyone speaks for themselves, and this is one major reason I don't have friends because I have been stabbed at the back by a friend who framed be for what I did not do.

Sometimes I sit down and think about why I wasn’t born into a great family, why my family isn’t exclusively rich. If wealth was a decision to make I would never hesitate to do it, but it's a battle we need to triumph from poverty to get it. What discourages me the most is how people around me talk about their life journey, “It is never easy”, and now am facing the harder part.

Yesterday what spoilt my happy mood, was the jungle justice I saw, a 17-year-old boy 17-year-old was beaten mercilessly because he stole food to eat for his mom and family. Things are hard for some families. I remember when I was young, my dad and mom often did charity to the less privileged but now they don’t, I wish I was an angel, I will take away pain and suffering from people around me. I was on the road crying, because I couldn’t do anything. I still feel the pain now, I can't imagine how his mom saw her son’s face and how she would be feeling.

Helps a friend Around You, You Never Can tell, You Might Be A Life Saver. Check up on people around you, with love the overcome every Pain and struggle.