Mood Swings

Today My Feeling was demented, and my thoughts were irresolute. I tried to talk myself out of My Mood, saying “Michael, it is Fine”, but words were frittering away because it was irrelevant at that moment, all I needed to do was to take Action.

While I was waiting for a bus to take me to my destination my thoughts were on you. We fight a lot but still our love is stronger. I guess it was because I was headset playing a song that relates to our feelings. While I was waiting my phone popped up with the song of Pop Smoke on Mood swings. I know this song might be corrupt but it passes a realistic message on Mood swings.

I never found love until I saw it in her eyes but her mood swings are just too strong for me to hold. I told her for her to see our bigger pictures it would have to be me and her only in the storm, she knows am a man struggling to survive, and I love her regardless of all Odds.

Mood swings can be normal to everyone but hers is just uncontrollable, sometimes we might be moving on the bed together and then she stops, that can be painful though. I love her to the moon. Love can be an understatement of me to her. Her touches light up my day causing a spark in my brain.

While I was on the bus my thoughts were like “Does she think I will tell others about us both”, my thoughts kept on going in this Circle On the bus.

I remember buying her a cloth and show and she threw it on the bed, but I thought she was angry at that moment so I tried to ease her anger with my words and smile the very next day I saw her in my dress, looking beautiful. I told her “I see a bigger picture of us Only”, I told her she was going to be everything to me. Her friends don’t like me, because they don’t trust me, and being handsome doesn’t guarantee I will be a player, I do tell them this but they find it hard to believe me thinking I might be a cheat to her that she is innocent and inexperienced and I made them understand that I find my Comfort in her, that I won't be complete without her beside me.

Another experience was when we went to a fancy restaurants, she looked so beautiful to me, with the reflection of the beautiful environment and lights mirroring on her pretty face. Then i said to my self, what can be love without her. People say you cant see love from the face or eyes, but i saw love in hers, it was like her eyes was a mirror of love, i know i am imperfect but i have her with me, i know she cant stand me sometimes because i can be crazy and naughty and she got a high mood swings but live speaks high for us both.

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