Hello Hivevloggers how are you? Infinite Blessings to you.
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Of my Favorite Movies in the world is Spiderman all three are super brutal, as a normal and ordinary young man must be a hero in a chaotic city which he must take charge of a gift which was received to improve his surroundings .
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This melancholic song has served me to tell you that I DO NOT HAVE DEPRESSION AND I HAVE BEEN RELEASED .
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Because I have been free, from a terrible disease which many people do not understand, at 23 years old I realized that I suffered from this disease which I did not know I had .
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I considered it normal to isolate myself, to sleep many hours up to a full day, to not want to eat or eat in excessive quantities, to lose friends, to make enemies with everyone, to be hateful, rude among other things I had it internalized as something of my personality.
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I was remembering traumatic events from my childhood, which I don't like to talk about at all, but thanks to them I felt that way.
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Lately the people who have needed to know me are getting to know a new me, reformed and active against any tide that may come from the deepest part of my psyche; You never met that Diego Retracted and rude about life, who has no friends and because he can count them on his hand if possible .
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I always love the scene where Peter loses his powers, that's feeling depressed, not having courage for anything and go out to the street to show a different image as a disguise that you take off and put on to go out to live with a world or sea of hostile people that make you remember your darkest moments.
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I decided one day to go and treat myself, a day in which I sought help as quickly as possible (A Cry for Help Before a Taboo).
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Freeing yourself and letting go with life is the best thing to do, eliminating meaningless beliefs, junk friendships, harmful relationships, focusing and believing you are the best (SELF LOVE) something I didn't have in my belief system .
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I have been blind for a long time without being able to see all that I have grown! 10 YEARS HAVE PASSED AND I DID NOT REALIZE IT, working on our mental health is the best thing a person can do, and in Venezuela mental health is very forgotten, thanks to God and my parents who have supported me I have been able to go to private centers something that became very expensive and it hurts me to see how something so essential for life is very far away for the common Venezuelan.
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Without knowing I was dead in life, I was walking around in an abyss of frustrations and piercing pain day by day without having the slightest idea.
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Thanks to this great news of having finished 70% of the medical work now I will decide to help everyone who needs to get out of the hole.
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Those who do not know the hole humiliate you, mock you, offend you but those individuals do not know how strong it is to get out of bed with a body almost made of cement to kick life and show someone who you are not and do not even feel comfortable.
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Today I am giving the best of me, I do not have facebook, instagram, I do not watch news, I do physical activity, I enjoy the tranquility, I do not complain, I am grateful for what I have and of course I cling to the designs of the Lord to free me from so many evils which I do not wish to anyone.
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Liberation to be reborn as the phoenix.
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I am a new man because the raindrops fall on my head and do not affect me, everything is fitting, everything is heading me towards glory; The sun talks to me and tells me that step by step I am giving the best of me because the sadness will not defeat me so easy because I went to the Mental Gym to be free and that nothing worries me.
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Here's Koquitoooooooooo My Peopleeeeee .
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Thanks to Stan Lee for giving me this movie.
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May the Lord and the Virgin of Chiquinquirá bless you.