Hive Open Mic Week 164 || My Heart Will Trust (cover) by @jessicaossom

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Hello Hive Open Mic Community, I am delighted to be here today. Due to some reasons, I couldn't participate in the community's weekly live performance last week.

I found out something terrible the day after my cousin's death was announced. I had to take a break from the community and take some time for myself. I needed to process what had happened and find ways to move forward. I'm grateful to be here today, and I'm looking forward to reconnecting with the Hive Open Mic Community.

As a result of experiencing these things, I have lost weight. These are things I only see in movies, but I never thought it would happen to me.

For the past few weeks, I've been confused, disappointed, and hurt.

At this point, I have no one to give me directions except God. I've been questioning my decisions and trying to make sense of the circumstances. I'm looking for clarity and guidance but I'm not sure where to turn. I am hoping that God will lead me in the right direction and provide me with the strength and courage to make the best decisions for myself.

I sometimes want to cry and release my pain, but I can't shed a tear no matter how hard I try. I know I should be grateful for the blessings in my life and find a way to accept my challenges. I'm trying to stay positive and trust that everything happens for a reason.

As a result of these emotional traumas, the death of my cousin, as well as the issues in my relationship, I have been unable to concentrate. The things I love to do don't interest me anymore.

The feeling always returns after a few seconds, even when I try to shake it out of my head.

Earlier today, I asked these why me? Why should I have to go through something like this? Each time I think about these things, I want to cry, yet I cannot.

No one can decide for me at this point. What will my final decision be? Everyone is waiting to hear from me.

There is a saying that life is a risk. I'm scared.

Many people reading this post may be wondering what I am talking about. I have made certain decisions in the past but only ended up regretting them. Unfortunately, I cannot go into details at this time.

Despite this, I am hopeful that I will be able to heal from these painful feelings. It is also my hope that I will be at peace regardless of what I decide.

Keeping my heart trusting in God for guidance, courage, and strength will be my forever goal.

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woooww @jessicaossom😍😍😍 friend! what a beautiful voice you have...! I congratulate you... thanks for sharing with us!!! successes!!! I regret your process and I hope in God of whom I am sure, who will give you peace, the answers and all that vigor you need... but wow... brave you are already...! God bless you!

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I pray God uplift your spirit And give you peace. I feel your emotions in the song and trust me, God is there for you at every point.

I need not emphasise on how beautiful your voice is. You know that already. You are such a talented and gifted singer.

What an awesome presentation.

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Those who place their trust in God will never be disappointed. I love the lyrics of your song and I admire your ability to hold up without tearing. Considering what you have been through, that song is so emotional and at the same time comforting. Continue to find comfort in Jesus and in God.

So sorry about your cousin. Death is so shameless. It takes away our beloved ones without warning, but God who has promised, is faithful. He will give you joy and the fortitude to bear. May the resurrection hope comfort you too dear.

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This is so beautiful, I'm glad that you put aside all your pains aside to create this great video, always performing good with your presentation.

Everything is gonna be fine, keep trusting I God, and he's gonna do a great thing.

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This is another beautiful one
I tried posting my videos via the threespeaks app but I really don't understand it sha coz I selected hive open mic as the community but it posted it in threespeaks but sja I'm still learning how to use the app
Good luck

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(Edited)

Though I walk through the fire
The most dangerous valley

While I'm walking through life and all it's dramas, my heart will trust in the lord.

Trust me when I say you are good
Excellent performance dear

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Wow .. looks like your voice was rebranded 😂😇..this is beautiful 😍

Glad you could lay aside your pain and worries about your cousin's death and keep moving forward
This is a great song full of messages for all

Nice presentation

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I'm so sorry to hear about your cousin. May God's peace be with you and your family. This theme is for you sis. It's all going to well, it's certain.

You rendered the perfect song and the Lord listens to you. Be strong and take courage. Sending you lots of love ❤

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I pray you find comfort and you bounce back soon.

You're not alone sis, I pray for you too.
You have a beautiful voice by the way.

Love from me.💞💞

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