It's dark in there
*I find myself longing for that priceless sense of joy to fill my soul in a world where happiness and smiles seem elusive. I desire to release myself from the burden of my acts, those foolish decisions that break my soul. I know deep down that I have the ability to change my attitude and turn it into something lovely and attractive.
In a world when smiles and pleasure seem impossible to achieve, I find myself longing for that precious sense of joy to fill my soul. I want to be free of the consequences of my actions, those careless choices that crush my spirit. I have a deep-seated confidence in my ability to transform my negative outlook into something positive and attractive.
Actually, I've become immune to the surprises that used to delight my senses. I've covered up my real feelings, acting as though I care, even though I don't really. And oh, how it hurts, this heartbreaking sadness and depression. My basic essence is broken by loneliness, which follows me everywhere I go.
I am not a brave person; instead, I have a more calm disposition. Maybe I am too good, despite the fact that my peculiarities and peculiarities give the opposite impression. I long for a condition of continuous happiness where every second of my life is meaningful, where being alone in my house becomes a source of treasured memories and valued development.
I tell everyone that I'm living my life to the fullest, but it feels like I'm undermining my own progress by accident. I am a mystery covered in peculiarities, a puzzle to solve. And by engaging in this creative self-examination, I hope to find the bravery and tenacity necessary to tear down the walls that imprison me.
So allow my path to unfold into a genuinely amazing story of transformation. May my thoughts be in accordance with my desires as I rise above the shadow of loneliness and awaken the courage that has been resting within of me. Let there be growth and change in every instant, whether you are alone or in the middle of a chaotic situation. And may I at last find that elusive grin, the source of happiness that has escaped me for far too long, while I travel this stormy journey.*
Inspired by
Pointless: https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=MJNTNkhB0X0&feature=share