Cooling Off My Heartbreak.

I haven’t told anyone what I’ve been going through for days now but I’m experiencing a heartbreak right now and it’s so painful. It’s not my fault nor his but there are times when we just have to go our separate ways because of one reason or the other. He called me that morning and told me he was no longer interested in a relationship. I was already expecting that to happen because of what happened earlier.
What do you think happened earlier?
I’m sorry if anyone feels offended or thinks I’m not right but I’m someone who checks my boyfriend’s phone. I don’t do it all the time but I feel men can be very funny. I know he may be cheating which I do not really have much problems with since I feel it is in their gene to cheat but I just wanted to be sure if our love life is still intact and if we are still keeping to the agreement of getting married to each other.

I checked his phone and found out something crazy. I realized that he had already impregnated another woman. I was shocked my body began to shake. I didn’t know what to do and I wonder why he didn’t tell me or at least let me know what was going on. I began to cry and my wailing woke him up.
He woke up and I confronted him about impregnating someone else.
What do you think he was going to say? The last thing he will ever say is sorry. I just told him I could no longer continue the relationship and still begged him a few days after.
I know it may be funny but I feel he could no longer pretend so he just wanted to be plain by ending the relationship. It would have been worse if he did not end the relationship because I may decide to stick with him but won’t make sense.
I can’t be a girlfriend to a man who has impregnated another lady.
That’s why I’ve been listening to these two songs all night long.

This song made me remember the beautiful moments we shared together and the moments I felt will never end. I didn’t expect this time and this heartbreak but there is nothing I can do about it. I think this song should be my favorite for now till I get over this.

I’m also listening to this song. I feel it can calm my mind but it’s crazy that the more I listen to these songs, the more I miss the young man. Does this happen to you too?

I know I will be fine and things will go well at the end of the day. I still believe in love even though I will be taking a break from it now because I cannot jump into another relationship. That looks like me being in a haste to fall in love and it is not advisable.

Wish me well!