I want to see you
I don't believe we should ever stop longing or wishing for the things we love and value; I think it's one of the most beautiful aspects of being human even though it's sometimes painful. Desiring that which I love, craving it, makes me feel alive and helps me to feel...and I like to feel things deeply.
I love nature, I crave it, and often drift away lost in thoughts of wide open spaces, vibrant colours of plants and flowers, the rich earthy scent of the forest after it rains, and the greens and blues found in oceans and waterways. I long for the stars at night, the way they make me feel so small in a vast universe, and I wish for the first early rays on my skin as it rises and the way colour drains from the sky as the last light of the day fades over the horizon in hues of purple, orange and red.
I see beauty in it, I need it and I can't imagine a Becca without the feeling of wishing for those things, longing for and desiring them.
I crave my guy too, I long for him.
It feel it's right to hunger for the things of beauty and goodness in our lives...and he's certainly a beautiful human. Imperfect, but perfectly special...and it feels beautiful to have the right to hunger for someone I know returns it.
My man is away currently and I miss him. He's not too far away, but far enough that I can't reach out and touch him. I like doing that, just touching his arm, the back of his hand or his leg as he drives or when we're watching a movie. But more than that, I love how he touches my heart and soul, the way he reaches inside me and makes me feel like a better Becca.
My perfectly imperfect man will be home soon and I crave the moment in which he'll enfold me within his embrace, the way he will touch my face, his wandering hands and the way he makes me feel complete, like he's the piece of me I've been missing.
With him gone, I've been listening to music that reminds me of him, makes me think of moments we've shared and will share again; here's three of them.
I read you, and it's like I'm reading a poem.
A poem that says I love you, a poem that says I miss you,
a poem that says I miss you and I look forward to you.
A poem that describes how the heart sears the feeling of hope, knowing that soon that love will be by your side.
A poem of love, a poem of desire.
Hello there, thank you so much for your lovely comment and for reading my post. What you have said is really nice and I'm please you have found my post to be interesting and somehow touching.
You're so lovely.
Becca 🌷
This reminds me of the saying: "Distance makes the heart grow fonder". Seeing you miss even the little things with your partner is very touching [no pun intended]. It's nice that he will be coming back soon, but I hope you are still able to talk to him everyday. That is one of the good things with the advancement in technology, video call are so easy to do now. Not only can you hear their voice, but you can also see them even when they're far away.
I've heard that saying also and to some degree it can...although distance can also cause people to drift apart, there are many cases of that occurring.
My guy will be back very soon and I'm looking forward to it. Unfortunately he's not in a situation that permits much communication so it's been a little time since we spoke or connected at length, he knows how I feel though and that's what counts.
Thanks for your comment, I truly appreciate it.
Becca 🌷
Those little things that we as women value so much and need.
I understand what it feels like to be away from your man, it has happened to me, but those little big things that you miss and need shows how much feeling there is. Even the unspoken words, the silences being present in front of each other, that is also needed.
Beautiful music Becca, beautiful. All with precious and delicate lyrics.
I'm sure you'll be reunited with him soon, soon.
Beautiful post made poetry.
Thank you Becca.❤️
I'm glad you liked the songs, all sort of nice really, good messages I guess.
Thank you for your kind comment, I have come to enjoy your engagement and look forward to it.
Becca 🌷
I will be here, I really like your reflections, the way you express them, the words. I feel comfortable. Thank you Becca!❤️
A couple years back I was fortunate enough to spend a weekend at Cherry Springs State Park, which is a "certified dark spot" due to the lack of artificial lighting. I cannot tell you the sheer number of stars that were visible, and just how prevalent the milky way was. I want to go back in winter when it's dark for even longer. Just a fantastic place.
I hope you get back together with your dude soon!
That's the sort of places my guy and I go, hundreds of miles from the closest town or artificial light and it's simply amazing what's up there that we don't see closer to the cities. It's a special moment.
He's home now thankfully, although he has to travel again soon however this time he'll be more accessible by phone.
Thanks for coming by, I really appreciate it.
Becca 🌷