"Time is needed to heal"

"Never knew it was a dream till I woke up to reality"

I really missed him so much, no one really understands me better because everyone has a different way if reacting to situations.

If you have lost someone close to you or your lover to death you will agree with the fact that it takes a very long time to heal, sometimes healing seems impossible especially when you couldn't find someone to help you heal

My first love has been the best love ever till this moment, maybe i will get to see a better person tomorrow but he is still the best tho not alive but everything about him remains the best.

Some people find it very easy to fall in love while others don't have time for love, its always very difficult to find true love with tender care and respect.

Time is needed to heal, is not always easy to heal especially when true love always existed.

Its over ten years but am still struggling, i find it difficult to believe that hes gone, yes he's gone, he was just all i needed, i took my time to study him before accepting him, not knowing that death will snatch him away from me.

I need someone to help me heal but it has been very difficult to find someone who really understands how i feel about everything in my life.

Five years with him was like we were born same day and from same mother, tho sometimes he can be stubborn but his affection and love overpowered his little stubbornness.

The lyrics of this song is just my favorite especially the line that says "It's easy to say, but it's never the same"
Its always easier to say sorry you will find someone else but it can never be the same, two different people with different personalities.

Sometimes i feel like he traveled and hes coming back soon and i have a lot to discuss with him but after a long wait i burst out in tears, most times i dream about him, he always gives me good suggestions as to how to deal with day to day activities but suddenly i realize that is just a nightmare.

He was my first love and i never wanted to lose him, i wont trade him for anything but its so unfortunate how everything turns out.

We live in world where love don't really speak again but money speaks, people don't value who they meet first in their love life rather they value the material position they will go to whoever has material position.

Music sooths and heals.

All this years i have listened to so many music especially the oldies, they are always cool and calm and they help me regain this calmness when i become so tensed and confused, I picked up my pieces struggling to fix them back but the broken heart can never be fixed back to its original state, is just to find a way to survive.

The reality.

Yes the reality is that i have to find a way to move on, my mom will always tell me that its high time you look beyond the people you see, some comparisons and stop looking for similarities, they might never be there, its very difficult to see two different people that has same personality.

And the honest truth is that the more i wait the more i get older the more hurt i become because i need someone to heal, i need someone to hold me and i need someone to talk to.

Its obvious that your first love might not be your love forever no matter how you try, someday something else or someone else might take him away

Image is mine.

[Lyrics source](conor maynard someone you loved lyrics https://g.co/kgs/1uhN6Pg)