RE: So I was In the Van Knitting, With Dad...
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It is frigging annoying sometimes knowing you miss someone so badly and you can't even travel to surprise them. That you can't even call them and have lengths conversation with them - Feel their breath on air skin and hear the echoes of their laughter.
It is sad that you'd have to smile when reminded of something that speaks of them. Grief is hard and hard to get rid of. We just got to live with it and hope our loved ones are in an amazing place. We live with their memories and embrace the things they left behind.
Your dad… He sure must be glad for having someone who speaks so greatly about him. Someone who misses him this much to be consumed with a huge amount of grief. Be strong and live. The music shared was beautiful. It was nice listening, as I read.
Thanks. Friggin annoying is definitely a great way to put it and I'd say the same thing haha! He would be proud that I was speaking so highly of him but he'd probably tell me not to get emotional and get on with it lol. And he wouldn't be happy that I'm reminded of him everyone time I see the Amazon symbol/tick because once he said it looked like a penis and I've never been able to unsee it. He demanded I did not remember him for that but as I said it was too late.
Lol...
Hahha.... but I bet he'd still be a proud dad that you remember him with something fun. Hehe