Hablando de Secretos ENG/ESP by @antonyjimenezve
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For many years, I have seen how many people have expressed depression and some have even considered suicide. To be honest, I have thought about doing it myself, but time and experience has taught me that this is not the way to go.
I have also realized that, in most cases, this is triggered by SILENCE. Maybe it is not the best option, but who can you talk to, something that according to yourself, you can't talk to anyone about. Criticism, finger-pointing and judgment can be worse, not everyone is designed to understand and.... "we can't talk about everything with everyone".
It is a difficult situation. Fighting against so many thoughts, not having solutions to some concerns, not being able to express yourself or love freely without being judged.
I think the hardest thing is to be silent and pretend that nothing is happening. Every day is a different struggle against myself. Every day I walk from home to work and back, praying for an answer or a guide to help me calm my thoughts, my anger and my sadness.
I believe that music is a medium that has helped me to soften thoughts and feelings. It is a medium that frees my spirit and helps it to be better. And it is the mechanism that I have used all these years of struggle. But its effect is not lasting.
I am not a man to go around giving pity, nor do I like to play the role of a victim as lteramelia once told me. I am a person who never gives up.
I try to keep busy, creating songs, events and participating in dynamics, the joke is to stay active and leave behind; the stories I once cried for and even, silence my mind....
I recently wrote a song called SECRETS. And coincidentally, I wrote it for someone who was special to me. The lyrics, I based it just on what it made me feel and on my action. It's a very personal story and it's also a secret that consumed me.
It is not easy to talk about our secrets, but it is important to do so. That's why I do it through this song.
Song: SECRETOS
composer: Antony Jimenez (@antonyjimenezve)
Lyrics:
I was always guilty
It sounded in my mind
I see my past
I was just a child
Today I see you and I think
of what happened
all that time
invested
I am no longer hurt
I found my light
And I hope to see you
like no one else
so perfect
imperfect
so ethereal
I have my secrets
Though I have changed
I have a new direction
and today I return to your world
I no longer expect something
that you can't give me
but I'm still the same
man
who wants your love
I imagine you still
I miss your light
And I hope to see you
as before
so perfect
imperfect
so ethereal
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Durante muchos años, he visto como muchas personas han manifestado estar en depresión e incluso algunos han en el suicidio. Para ser honesto, yo mismo he pensado en hacerlo, pero el tiempo y la experiencia me ha enseñado que ese no es el camino.
También me he dado cuenta de que, en la mayoría de los casos, esto lo detona EL SILENCIO. Quizás no es la mejor opción, pero con quien puede hablar uno, algo de lo que según tu mismo, no puedes hablar con nadie. La critica, el señalamiento y el juicio, puede ser peor, no todo el mundo esta diseñado para comprender y... "no podemos hablar de todo con todos"
Es una situación difícil. Luchar contra tantos pensamientos, no tener soluciones a algunas inquietudes, no poder expresarte o amar con libertad sin ser juzgado.
Creo que lo mas difícil es estar callado y aparentar que no pasa nada. Todos los días es una lucha distinta contra mi mismo, Todos los días camino de mi casa al trabajo y viceversa, orando por una respuesta o una guía que me ayude a calmar mis pensamientos, mi furia y mi tristeza.
Creo que la música es un medio que me a ayudado a suavizar pensamientos y sentimientos. Es un medio que libera mi espíritu y lo ayuda a estar mejor. Y es el mecanismo que he usado todos estos años de lucha. Pero su efecto no es duradero.
No soy hombre de andar dando lastima, ni me gusta hacer el papel de victima como una vez me dijo Amelia Alter. Soy una persona que no se rinde nunca..
Trato de mantenerme ocupado, creando canciones, eventos y participando en dinámicas, el chiste está en mantenerme activo y dejar atrás; las historias por las que alguna vez lloré e incluso, silenciar mi mente..
Hace poco escribí una canción que; se llama SECRETOS. Y casualmente, la escribí para alguien que era muy especial para mi y por tranquilidad mental, la alejé de mi. La letra, la basé en lo que esa persona hizo sentir .
No es fácil hablar de nuestros secretos, pero es importante hacerlo. Por eso, lo hago a través de esta canción.
Canción: SECRETOS
compositor: Antony Jimenez (@antonyjimenezve)
Letra:
Siempre fui culpable
Sonaba en mi mente
Veo mi pasado
Era solo un niño
Hoy te veo y pienso
en lo que pasó
todo ese tiempo
invertido
Ya no estoy herido
encontré mi luz
Y espero verte
como a nadie
tan perfecta
imperfecta
tan etérea
Tengo mis secretos
Aunque he cambiado
tengo un nuevo rumbo
y hoy vuelvo a tu mundo
Ya no espero algo
que no puedes darme
pero sigo siendo el mismo
hombre
que quiere tu cariño
Te imagino aun
extraño tu luz
Y espero verte
como antes
tan perfecta
imperfecta
tan etérea
Video editado en Sony Vegas pro 15
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