Is It Truly A Phase?

Maybe it’s just a phase? Yeah, it may actually be but it’s really tiring and this is exactly what ended my previous relationships.
Have you ever had that feeling of negative energy? I mean not been giving the energy which you were given before? How does it feel? I’m going through it right now and it’s extremely sad.
I’m trying yo believe that it is a phase even though on the other side, I’m thinking this may actually lead to the end of the relationship.

Just three weeks ago, I had a quarrel with my man over a lady which led to a big issue between us and eventually apologized to him because I was the one being too curious when we could have spent a good time together.
After then, it took him over four days to forgive me and I thought we were good again until now that he’s started to give me some kind of energy which isn’t what he used to do.

Imagine my man telling me that there is nothing to talk about. Really? I feel in a relationship, there should be one thousand and one things to talk about and once the relationship begins to get to the phase of having nothing to talk about, it means that it is gradually dying.

So, right now, I just feel he’s no longer into me. I complained to him and he even told me that this is not the right time for me to complain to him. So when? Until I cry my eyes out? Then, I only said I won’t stress about it anymore and I’ll keep myself busy with so many things so I don’t get to text or call him.

Maybe he’s about to tell me to go my own way because that’s exactly what it’s looking like. Just a fee months ago, when we have issues, he’s usually the first person to call and apologize even though I may be wrong so what happened? What changed? I’m not feeling the spark again and it’s hurting me a lot.

He’s actually breaking my heart right now but I don’t want to talk about it anymore. I get mad when I nag and I wouldn’t want to do that. I’d just let him be. I’d stop texting and face my life.
Is that going to work? Well, I think it’s even going to make the relationship die the more but what of the fact I just have to stop getting attached so I don’t hurt myself too much?

Isn’t my mental health important? It actually is. This is making me cry because it’s not the first neither the sixth. If truly the relationship is about to end, it’s all good.

It’s actually alright. Isn’t it? The last thing which will happen is that I will cry but after then, I’ll get back on my feet and move on with my life.
That’s how fast it can be.

I’m in tears and I can’t lie about that but everything is going to alright? Is it a phase in my relationship or are we about to break up? I don’t know but I’ll go with the flow and see where it leads to.